My overactive brain has been riddled with thought lately, from life  on the farm and the communication breakdowns we are suffering, to life  as I want it to be in some far off future, and the inevitable middle  ground where it all leaves me feeling stuck and trapped and generally  backed up into a corner...a place I am in no spirits to navigate.  I  have felt bored of the same old rides, tired of living in Italy, and  ready to call this season over and get back to the culture that  appreciates my humor, my work ethic, and the friends who would never  question the quality of my character.  In the meantime I have found  a small fraction of joy in the ride.  I built Loni with the intent that  no road or hill or path or ride would intimidate us into a static  no-show way of life, and lately I have been a pussy when it comes to  getting out.  But as of this week I have again found my solace in the  spinning wheels, dusty dirt roads, and shit talking goodness of the  group ride, as well as the spirit of adventure in a solo exploration by bike.





discoveries like this means I need a new play bike...





I gotta thank 
Robbie for turning me onto the local Dirt Crew in Faenza.   Without a mountain bike I have avoided the scene, but this week I have a  new love for what the group ride can do for a biker's soul, even with  language and cultural barriers, there is nothing like the communal  giggle of a shared hill either up or down, and no amount of  communication can surpass a shared experience.





And La Una too...for the offer to meet at the an international food  faire at the beach by bike...a beach that was 100K plus round trip at  the end of the day.  A much needed nap in the sand, a swim in perfect  temp waters alone, and an "international" beer or two was just what the  kid needed.

does NOT actually take a genius to find 
Mensa...
and a great big devil horns to this tiny hamlet...








There's community here if I stop and chill the fuck out and realize it.  Its healthy and active and funny too.  Don't let me bitch about not having what I need.  For the first time I think I only have what I need.  Its the things I 
want that feel so far away, but that's a simple choice away now isn't it?
S.